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The Follies of Reality

THE FOLLIES OF REALITY

I’m trapped inside a maze

Closed doors with no exit

My vision is blurry

But no knobs to adjust it

Memory fading

I can’t remember how I got here

Been here for 27 years

But it’s still life I fear

Knocked down by deception

Chained to my depression

Life’s a two way street

I managed to take the wrong direction

Trampling over things not seen

They’ve become images

Darkness falls and dreams dissolve

I wake to discover

A nightmare of reality

  • Ms. Tioko

PHOTO CREDIT:
http://imgarcade.com/1/breaking-rope/

Exploration

Enchantment at its peak describes you and I,
a feeling cloning stars meeting one with the sky.
Tenderness withstanding any reflecting turmoil,
my beloved darling, I’ll love you forever more.

I’m captivated, with you is where I want to be;
beautiful is you mind, reserved solely for me.
I explore it privately, uncanny intellectual sex,
no fabrication, anticipating on what happens next.

Making love in rainfall; soak and wet on the patio,
the lawn wears our attire; as tempo slows from the radio.
You take me to that place I never knew existed,
it’s so new to me; show me more of what I’m missing.

A glimpse so deeply into you; there’s no returning,
tell me you can’t live without me, it’s for me you’re yearning.
Under no conditions do we repulse as two magnets,
we’re soul tied, allergic to untangling, like bad habits.

Longing to know your intentions, your flaws, every vice,
curious to see things as if I’m looking through your eyes.

I want to feel you feeling me so I know you’re not intangible.
 What makes you smile, what makes you so remarkable?

Tell me about your dreams and worst nightmares,
I’ll be there to soothe you, I’ll keep you in my prayers.
Analyzing your hopes, your dreams, fantasies; I will,
I want to love that which you love; a love that’s real.

Exploration

  • Ms. Tioko

PHOTO CREDIT:
http://carole-and-co.livejournal.com/251265.html

Unglued

The shit between you

and I can no longer be;

from a distance you

offer me porcelain dreams.

…don’t want you to leave;

losing ventilation,

I can’t breathe.

How do I live with the fact

that you’ve fallin outta

love with me?

You left me open so I

went for the rebound,

thinking pain would ease;

the stats don’t add up

there’s no comparison,

so at night I climb trees.

I go up…

so high, so high, so high,

maybe too high;

leave me up here please!

Consumed of resentment

and anguish to the brain,

a love estranged,

my heart’s dropped

below zero degrees.

I’m Unglued
  • Ms. Tioko

PHOTO CREDIT:
http://thelabrats.tumblr.com/post/11668954373/check-out-johnny-robles-new-wall-at-cifo-he

Love Junkie

I’m so intrigued
when loving this man,
delighted by his touch
as it retains me in constraint.

Like a fiend on drugs,
it stimulates my brain.
Avoid seeking rehab,
I want to stop but I can’t;

conquer this sensation,
even if provided an alternate lane.
Getting high, I’m lifted,
not wanting to dismount again.

I’m on vacation, I’m tripping,
and mind isn’t coherent.
My existence is irrelevant,
totally out of my element.

Dangerously addicted to
your ego, so potent;
I need you to need me,
without you I’m hopeless.

Tossing and turning at night;
I’m barely eating.
Your motives to love me
are what seems to feed me.

Your presence is imperative,
togetherness seems misleading;
afraid of dozing with sobriety,
idle nights govern me.

I’ll never love another,
I hate I idolize you.
Love stoned, I inhale,
breathing every dose of you.

It’s ever so rewarding; I’m given
everything I bargained for,
If my lungs are to collapse,
it’s all for you, the one I adore.

With your sweet caress,
I’m restless, free and so alive.
Rendering figments of you;
hallucinating all the time.

Hooked on you like crazy,
we can never depart.
You inspire my mental and
change the pace of my heart.

You mean the world to me,
promise not to delay.
I gotta have you NOW,
even if it’s in the worst way.

I’m a Love Junkie

– Ms. Tioko

PHOTO CREDIT:
http://akundanza.org/2014/03/23/the-opposite-of-love-is-power-not-hatred-2/

Timeless Love

Staring out the window at a silent sky,
a salmon tinged moon and a whispering tide.
As it caresses the sand covering the bleach floor,
it charms the night, building shadows on the shore.

Reflections unmoored, thoughts travel a bit,
to a season in time when I once was content.
Reliving love and its many looming possibilities,
taking chances on you while giving all of me.

Tampered weak emotions ignite fresh rhapsody,
masking muted bliss, my past love miseries.
Times when you were my world and I was your love,
a story book type of love, a 1950s movie type of love.

Our hearts were ingrained, none short of supply,
we belonged together as stars befitting the sky.
Soft hands and gentle lips, our hearts once ceded,
bearing silent confessions of our innermost secrets.

Kisses so strong, though massaged my deepest wounds,
while I’d coddle your tattered heart, freeing love to resume.
Moments cloning many lifetimes of unquestionable bliss,
I’d die in those moments than live 1000 years apart your kiss.

Timeless Love

– Ms. Tioko

PHOTO CREDIT:
http://www.desktopexchange.net/beach-pictures/beach-sunset-wallpapers/

Land of the Lost

Every day she hides her dreams under a
mattress right beside her dope habit.
Locked away from the world
so no one would know she’s slacken.

Rejecting help or intervention,
she’s in too deep, a basket case.
Shamefully hording this self-hatred,
her mind and heart have been replaced.

There’s only this vacant space, no tone,
an emptiness evoking a fading echo.
Grasping this fixation with all might,
like any addict, she can’t seem to let go.

Appetites perform disappearing acts,
skipping town without a trace or fragment.
With no subsistence in her belly, she’s
bulimic by default, vomiting gastric acid.

Roaming the streets searching for
evident answers; she in a haze, a trance.
I often wonder who she was in the past,
before she acquired this poisonous romance.

Shunned and not deemed as normal,
everyone passes her with no emotion.
With no love or protection she’s disowned,
suffering the withdrawals and hasty moments.

Instability chauffeurs her through life.
speeding and swerving with no license.
Driving in circles and losing direction,
she also lost herself in this crisis.

Maybe she belongs in the Land of the Lost

  • Ms. Tioko

PHOTO CREDIT:
http://rebloggy.com/post/art-trippy-beautiful-dope-cocaine-drugs-weed-smoke-lsd-drug-acid-space-galaxy-tr/89068116618

I Can Only Imagine

I can only imagine
The feeling I’m given

When you’re holding me
Falling for a man I can’t see
Immersed in your aroma of  love
Awaiting the day, no longer
Dreaming of you touching me

I can only imagine
Our minds intertwined

We’re together as two bodies
Compromising one spine
Lovers in spirit, soul tied
My love for you echoes
Like wolves in twilight
Every day’s brand new and
Each time’s the first time

I can only imagine
Our emotions taking over

Loving that fact that we’re
Growing much closer
Surrounded by situations
That’s pushing us farther
Both turning in circles
No intentions of letting go
My feelings run deeper
Than any ocean shall flow

I can only imagine
Our love interchanging

Exchanging emotions
Relentless and never-fading
Hopeful for tomorrows
Of eternal love
Injections of adorations
Saturated with love
A feeling so bizarre
I’m showered with love
I’m lost without you

I Can Only Imagine…

– Ms. Tioko

PHOTO CREDIT:
http://www.fanpop.com/clubs/lovers/images/14531231/title/summer-love-photo